This post is going to be quite hard for me to write, and to be honest I was torn whether to write it or not, but then I thought, such is life and not everything goes to plan.
So just to cut to the chase, I am leaving London at the end of May. Now, that is something I’ve never expected to write any time soon! I moved here 4 years ago to do a master in Chinese cinema and translation, half way through I realised it was no longer for me, but I bit the bullet, finished it and then decided to stay to see what would have happened. After that life has been an incredible roller-coaster.
In these years, there have been multiple challenges, finding a job whilst homeless, moving a total of 6 times, changing job, relationships being built and relationships ending, friends coming and going. Not all has been bad though, and even from the bad good has come. During these years I created my own little family that I would never exchange for anything in the world, we share so many memories and inside jokes that we could write a book about it. Through this blog I also made some very good friends that enable my caffeine intake and was also able to meet some great bloggers and people from the beauty industry.
Fast forward 2 years into my second job, however, I found myself being really frustrated, confused and overall not as happy as I thought I should have been. Something felt a bit off, no matter how hard I tried to stick to my plan. So yet again I find myself at point zero, trying to figure my life out. I left my job and I am literally going with the flow, taking each day as it comes. If you knew me in real life, you’d know that is very out of character for as much I would like to be a free spirit, I am more of a ‘pros and cons’ kinda gal.
What it’s next? I really don’t know. The whole process has been and still is scary and exciting at the same time. The only thing I know, is that I’ll be going back to Italy to enjoy summer and a nice trip with my brother, and then who knows?!